Hello, my dear friends. I realised that I have been posting less and less recently, even on Instagram. The reason for it: I don’t feel like blogging at all. Just a couple of years ago I remember being so motivated, checking my Instagram every moment, commenting on pictures of my friends. We even went to blogging events and got loads of freebies. Now I feel nothing, as if it is all in the past.
Maybe it is not interesting anymore, maybe it’s a postpartum depression or lack of response from others (hello, new Instagram algorithm). But honestly, I’m very busy at the moment, with real life. I’m just enjoying the hurdles of bringing up two small kids, trying to stay sane and not break down. It’s still extremely rewarding though. Breathing in their smell, slowly walking together hand in hand. Maybe I’m so much of a mother now, that I have no space for anything else in my head.
It’s such a precious time, season of small kids, that I don’t want to miss out on this. After a long day of motherhood I have a choice: to relax or to blog. Guess what I would rather choose. Even free products don’t attract me as much.
It may not make sense, I might be back (I will certainly be). But doing something out of habit, even if you don’t feel like doing it…it’s a waste of time and resources. Life is so much more interesting than Internet. Meaningful, not fake and without filters. I’m wishing you all the best and see you soon, hopefully. When I’m motivated again 😊.